Do Not Fear Only Believe

It’s usually exciting for me to start a new year. There’s a sense of hope that feels close enough to reach. However, the last few years have fallen short of that feeling. Even though hope was still present, the years themselves were not what I would call “good.” Yes, there were many good moments, but there were also experiences that left me feeling deeply discouraged and hopeless. Still, here I am again, standing at the beginning of a new year like everyone else—and that alone is a gift. I recognize that and I’m grateful. There are many who didn’t make it to see this year, and while I’m thankful, I also grieve for those who have experienced such loss since I know it all too well. I keep asking myself—how do I step into the future that’s waiting for me? I can feel it reaching for my hand, but I’m still gripping what’s familiar. What’s comfortable. What I know. A huge part of my life is gone now, and I don’t think I’ve fully made peace with that. I’m just venting here. Recently, I went...

I recently made a video about how I’ve been navigating the loss of some very important people in my life. I ended up deleting it — it felt too personal to share. Still, the weight of it all sits heavily on my heart, and I need to put it into words. I might make another video eventually, but for now, writing seems to be the only way to release it. Lately, grief has returned in waves. Three of the four people I loved have gone on to be with the LORD, and one is no longer part of my life. Each loss hurts in its own way, and each absence brings its own kind of ache. I feel sadness, anger, and disappointment. I know these emotions will fade with time — until the next wave comes, or until healing takes deeper root and the pain softens. I may never fully get over losing those now in Heaven, but the hope of seeing them again fills my heart with comfort. The one who is still living but no longer part of my life has been the hardest to accept. There’s a deep, lingering ache — knowing they are no...

“...Do not fear their threats; do not be frightened.”   But in your hearts revere Christ as Lord. Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have. But do this with gentleness and respect,   keeping a clear conscience, so that those who speak maliciously against your good behavior in Christ may be ashamed of their slander.  1 Peter 3:14-16 Now more than ever, I feel the need to be outspoken about my faith in JESUS CHRIST. What I saw in Charlie Kirk was someone with a deep conviction to share the gospel and stand firmly for what he believed in. He found a way to do that—respectfully and boldly. He exercised his rights with kindness and grace. What happened to him is beyond heartbreaking. And yet, in the midst of this tragedy, I’ve seen more people standing up and waking up to the reality of what’s going on. What Charlie stood for and represented was unmistakably clear. I’m grateful that so many ar...

Just wanted to take a few minutes to talk about Momentum and how important it is to have! This might be basic for some, but just in case you need the reminder—here it is! Most of us have experienced times where we’ve felt stuck. No matter how hard we try, we just can’t seem to move forward. So, what can you do when nothing seems to be working? Of course, go through your checklist—those steps are often necessary. But if you’ve done all the “right” things and still feel like you haven’t moved an inch... then do exactly that: Move! Whether it’s from the couch to the door, the living room to the backyard, or a walk outside—just physically move. Go to a coffee shop, get on the treadmill, step into a new space. The act of going is often what gets you unstuck . Even if your mind feels stuck on repeat, physical movement can actually change your brain’s neurological pathways. (I heard that on a podcast.) Movement shifts your environment and your brain responds. It breaks up the mental p...

God has recently given me a task—an assignment—and I truly believe it's HIS sweet mercy that has led me to it. It's right up my alley! Honestly, I never thought I’d embark on this kind of adventure if it was just something I wanted to do, only because I didn’t want it to be self-serving. But in HIS kindness, HE’s given me the green light—permission, desire, and full blessing—to move forward. It’s like HE knew I needed something both fun and purposeful to pour my heart into. If you’ve read any of my previous posts, you’ll know I’m going through a bit of a healing process. Life hits hard sometimes, but GOD is always with us. HIS promise remains: HE will never leave nor forsake us. I’m so grateful—beyond grateful—for all HIS sweet mercies. There are days that are just a struggle, and then there are days that flow with peace. But let me tell you how good GOD is: during the hardest times, HE sent people to reach out and pray for me. That kind of support is powerful. And it’s a rem...

This song was so moving, peaceful and felt GOD all over it. So, I'm sharing with anyone who hasn't heard it. Enjoy! GOD Bless! Break Open Quench my thirst, for things I don't need Break my heart, and drench the unseen I wanna know YOU I wanna know YOU JESUS CHRIST, through whom I'm redeemed You paid the price, you won my victory I wanna know YOU I wanna know YOU Abba Father, give me this daily bread Holy GOD, break open the Heavens Cause YOU'RE my rock, and YOU'RE my champion So meet me here, and fill my heart again  Break open the heavens, I wanna see you move in me Break open the heavens, YOUR holy face is all I'll seek Nations Youth  Sound of Revival (Live) Break Open (Song)